Dont know what happened today.. Is it stress? Is it depression? or is it mood swing? The story goes..

Everything goes on well up til abt 6pm.. When worshipping God, i felt that im drifting away from God.. I felt my passion has faded.. After that, Nat decided not to have cg and went to catch a movie.. Arrived at the cinema and saw that the movie was 9.30pm.. i thought my parents wouldnt allow me to stay out late.. so i decided not to watch but the others did.. Then went to long john silver to eat.. then Nat told me somethings that i dont wish to hear about.. Was so fed up and i left! Went to shop&save with mingwei and then my mum called me and told me i can stay out late.. i regretted not buying the tix and therefore was left out, so went back home.. On my way home on the bus and walking back, i cried.. I was so frustrated, so upset, so angry! What on earth did i do to deserve this treatment? Ive been happy and carefree for so long, and now this is what i get!

God, i dont wish to backslide once more.. Please bless me, help me to get through this ups and downs.. I dont think i deserve this kind of treatment.. Rumours going here and there, people telling me things that i dont wish to hear.. Leaving me alone.. People tagging bullshit stuffs using my name.. Just what have i done?

Signing off.. Jeremy.. Pursue Jesus..

6/19/2004 11:04:00 PM
The determination;
KUROSAKI ICHIGO.

Jeremy
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